30 December 2010

Bayi dalam kandungan tu adalah MANUSIA!!!



Dalam badan seorang wanita:

Bulan 1:
Mak,
Panjang saya cume 8 inci je.
Tapi saya dah ada sume organ saya.
Saya suka dgr suara mak.
Bila saya dgr je suare mak, 
Saya goyangkan tangan dgn kaki saya.
Bunyi degupan jantung mak memang lagu feveret saya.

Bulan 2:
Mak,
Hari ni saya blajar macam mane nk hisap jari.
Kalo mak nampak saya,
Saya dah nampak macam baby.
Tapi saya belum cukup kuat utk hidup sendiri.
Saya mintak tumpang dlm sini dulu ye mak.

Bulan 3:
Mak! Mak!
Nak tau x mak, saya ni perempuan!
Mak suka tak? Mak suka x?
Saya nk mak gembira.
Saya x suka bile mak menangis.
Mak macam sedih sangat.
Nanti saya pun sedih.
Saya pun nangis, tp saya x nk mak dengar.
Saya nk jadi kuat utk mak!

Bulan 4:
Mak,
Rambut saya da mule nk tumbuh.
Rambut tu pendek je, tp nanti dia panjang la lg.
Saya suke bersenam dlm ni.
Skrg saya da boleh gerakkan kepala, tangan dgn kaki saya.
Saya nk berlatih lg, nty x payah susahkan mak.
Saya x sabar2 nk keluar, nk jumpa mak!

Bulan 5:
Mak pergi jumpe doktor hari ni.
Mak, doktor tu jahat.
Doktor tu x bagi mak 'gugurkan bende tu'
Apela doktor tu, buarlah mak nk buat ape pun.
Mak buat tu untuk kebaikan saya.
Kan mak? kan?
Mak, ape bende yg mak nk gugurkan tu?

Bulan 6:
Mak,
Saya dgr suare doktor tu lg.
Saya x suke doktor tu.
Jahat!! Kenape dia marah mak? Doktor jahat!
Dah besar nanti saya x nk jd doktor!
Eh, ade bende masuk dlm ni la mak.
Jarum? Doktor tu cakap jarum. Jarum ape mak?
Mak! Ape ni? Sakit!!
Mak! Suruh doktor tu behenti!!
Suruh dia berhenti!!
Sakit! Sakit mak!!
Mak!! Tolong saya mak!!!!
Mak!!

Bulan 7:
Mak, Mak.
Saya kat syurga skrg.
Saya dah x sakit lg.
Saya dah boleh gerakkan bdn saya sesuka hati.
Kat sini, ade sesuatu bgtau saya, ape benda yg mak nk gugurkan.
Mak, doktor tu sebenarnye tak jahat.
Mak, ape salah saya mak?
Kenapa mak x nk kat saya?

Setiap keguguran tu hanyalah....

SATU LAGI JANTUNG YG BERHENTI BERDEGUP.
DUA LAGI MATA YG XKAN DAPAT MELIHAT.
DUA LAGI TANGAN YG XKAN DAPAT MENYENTUH.
DUA LAGI KAKI YG XKAN DAPAT BERLARI.
SATU LAGI MULUT YG XKAN DPT MENUTURKAN KATA2.


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Bayi umpama kertas kanvas putih.
Kita yg bertanggungjawab mewarnakannye.

BAYI TU TAK BERSALAH!

Credits to storywrite team.
Not by me. I'm just against abortion.

29 December 2010

Crush


How come you have enough time to go out and make other girls fall in love with you, but you don't have enough time to pay attention to the girl who already is.


You really know you love someone when all you want is for them to be happy, even if that means that you are not a part of it.

Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea what so ever.

The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you know you can never have them.


I love him but I cannot show it, want him but he cannot know it, need him but I know it'll never be, if only he needed me.

I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi to me, or even smile, because I know even if just for a second, I crossed your mind.

I wonder, what I could Do or say to make him like me. I wonder, what or who I need to be, to be his. I wonder, when just being me will be enough.

Should I smile cause were friends, or should I cry cause that's all well ever gonna be.

I look at him as a friend, then I realized I loved him.

We are afraid to care to much, for fear that the other person does not care at all.

If you love something, set it free if it comes back, it was meant to be. If it continues to fly, let it soar, have faith that God has something better in store.

You don't know what you mean to me, you don't have a clue, you can't tell by looking at me what I feel for you.

Don't push your relationship with a person too hard, if its meant to be then it will happen.

Have you ever hated somebody so much that you wish they would just leave and never come back but yet, loved them so much, you knew you'd die if they did?

I think it's weird when I love you, I think it's weird when I want you, when you don't even know I'm there!

There are so many things she wanted to say to him but never had. Like: You have the most amazing eyes.


Please give me that hat you always wear. I think our souls are meant to be together. What kind of breath freshener is that?

Sometimes I wonder what you think of me or if you do at all.

I never knew it would be this hard to lose someone I never truly had.


It's hard not to love someone when he's all you ever think about.

Sometimes I wish I had never met you because then I could go to sleep at night not knowing there was someone like you out there.

I wonder if you think of me half as much as I think about you.


I never found the words to say, you're the one I think about each day.

I believe that you and me, we could be so happy and free in a world of misery.


No one can accuse you of falling in love with the wrong person if inside you know he is the one.

It's not telling you how I feel that scares me it's what you'll say back.

It's so crazy, you walked into the room that day, just like every other day except this time my heart skipped a beat.

You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than you did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with.

Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I feel, of what I've said, of who I am, but most of all I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my life the way I feel when I'm with you.

Isn't it funny how you can still get butterflies in your stomach, even though you have known the person for years.


It's amazing how one little conversation can change things forever.

She loves him more then he would ever know, he love's her more than he would ever show.

It is tearing me up on the inside to have these feelings for you, but I can't get rid of them.

I sit here and wonder if you'll ever understand just how much of me belongs to you.

You wonder why I don't talk to you anymore and please believe me when I say it's not that I don't want to, it's just that everything I want to say I can't tell you anymore.

When he's around, my whole body knows it. I'll keep talking and stuff, but my mind will have no idea what I'm saying, I keep wondering if there's a term for this.

I want a new life and I want it with you.

The most ironic thing of all is, I think this will be the most difficult breakup I ever go through, and we never even went out.


Sometimes the one love you can't get over is the one love you never really had.

If your wish does not come true then something better was meant for you.

Rule #1 never tell a guy that you like them because then they will immediately stop liking you so DON'T DO IT!

You cannot always wait for the perfect time, sometimes you must dare to jump.

To love someone when there is no chance of that love ever thriving, that is romance.

The man of your dreams could be standing right in front of you.

I just wonder how many people never get the one they want, but end up with the one they're supposed to have.

Don't push it hard, if its meant to be, it'll happen.

All I'm asking for is one night together. Just you and me. All alone. And if you can honestly say you don't feel anything for me after that night, I will finally let you go.

It's weird how sometimes things just have to happen to see how you actually feel about someone.


When you thought I was in love with him, you were so wrong, baby, I was loving you.

Sometimes there are things that are worth the chance, and when you find them, everything in the world doesn't matter.


I used to think that if I loved you enough you would realize it and love me back, but I can only love so much for so long.

If I was pretty would you love me? If I was perfect would you want me? If I loved you would you leave me?

You sit here and wish for that one person... be careful when you wish for it... because the one person may come along and you realized you made that wish at the wrong time.


Never long for anyone from the past. There is a reason why they never made it to your future.

It's just hard to think I'll never get the chance to say you're mine.

We'll do what we gotta do, see what we gotta see, and if in the end we end up together, then we'll know it was meant to be.

Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you... and I wish on a star that somewhere you're thinking of me, too.

I wish you could hear all the words I'm too afraid to say.


If I reach for your hand, will you hold it? If I hold out my arms, will you hug me? If I go for your lips, will you kiss me? If I capture your heart, will you love me?

Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel. Upset because we can't make it right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you won't take my hand. Aggravated because you don't understand. Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you forever.

Even now after all this time, you called me and wanted me I'd say "yes! It's about time what took you so damn long!".

You are terrified of being alone... and all the while your best friend is knocking outside.

Do I really love him or am I addicted to the pain of wanting something I can't have.


Sometimes we go out of our way to make someone love us in return, but suddenly fate intervenes and says "oops, wrong person".

This is so different you're so different, finally I've realized what I deserve and it's not what I had before.

The hardest part is being around him knowing you can't have him and he'll never want you.

Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone.

Don't screw up the best thing that ever happened to you just because you're a little unsure about who you are.

Fuck what you know. You need to forget about what you know thats your problem, forget about what you think you know about life, about friendship, and especially about you and me.

Why can't you just tell me how you feel, because how you act is confusing me. You walk by me like I'm no one, you smile at me like I'm anyone, you hug me like I'm someone... but kiss, the way you kiss me, its as if I'm the only one.

You can say I don't matter to you but I'm not the one calling every night, that's you.

I don't know which is worse, keeping your love for someone a secret or telling them and risk being rejected.

I don't know which is worse, loving someone knowing its going to cause you pain or being in pain because you can't love someone.


Life and love is kinda funny some time cause the guys we want are so hard to get, but the ones that we dont want... are so hard to get rid of...

I can't just drift away from you, I can't get on with my life and not give you a second thought. When I kissed you that night, walking away stopped being an option.

Even though I've stopped "liking you" every time someone mentions your name my head turns towards them. It's like every time I hear it, I think of what we had, and all we could have had.

Why is it we always fall for our best friends? Is it because we know we can trust them? Is it because we know them so well? Is it because of the way they know exactly what's going on in our heads? Or is it because they are there any day, anytime, anywhere without the promise of kisses, intimate touches or whispered sentiments of love? I think we love them because they are there when there is nothing in it for them except for that little glimmer of hope that maybe someday there will be.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have or could have had. No one waits forever.

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.

I'm glad you're happy. I can't say that I'm completely happy for you but I guess that's just a part of life, I'll always have feelings for you but the rest of the world is forcing me to move on.

I've learned that there are people that truly love you, but they just don't know how to show it.

For someone who is suppose to be "just friends" why do I always get butterflies in my stomach when you smile at me.


It's not that we aren't meant to be together, I think that we're just not ready for forever.

You don't just stop feeling something for someone because you start feeling something for someone else.


I don't know what it is really, but sometimes it takes everything in me to not reach out and run my fingers through your hair or turn around and hug you when you are least expecting it.

You know you really like someone, when you sit the painful way in your chair just to get a better look at them.

I hate the way I could never hate you.


Sometimes I look at you... and you seem to be looking back at me... but sometimes you look away... like you're afraid of what might happen if you look a second longer.

There are so many things I'd like to tell you. I wish you could understand, but if I told you. Both our worlds would change. For good or bad, I'm not sure.

I don't think of you as a crush anymore... you're more like a bad habit that I can't shake.

Why is it that no matter how many times I remind myself that we can't be together, I still won't let myself fall for anyone else?

Why is it always as soon as I start to like you, you like another girl and when I stop liking you, you like me.

Lets be lovers tonight, and go back to being best friends tomorrow.

Who better to share your dreams with than the person you dream about?


I've learned that guys can make the best of friends... my best friend is a guy, and I can tell him anything and everything... oh except the fact that I'm absolutely crazy about him... that part always seems to stay out of our conversations.

Don't apologize for your feelings, it's like apologizing for the truth.

You can't just cling on to something because it's familiar.

I am perfectly happy being his friend, in fact I love it... I just have this incredible urge to kiss him, that doesn't go away... and this feeling that we would be perfect together.

This could be so much more. So much more than a casual kiss, and a quick caress beneath the sheets. This really could be the beginning of something, something that's takes us both somewhere, that translates both of us. Changes us. And we can only do it together.

People that are meant to be together always find their way in the end.

I'd rather be your lover then your friend, but I'd rather be your friend then your nobody.

I've convinced everyone else that I don't like you and that I don't love you anymore. Now all I need to do is convince myself.

I never regretted telling you I liked you, I only regretted never hearing what you really thought of me.

I just thought I'd let you know... you're my best friend and that's okay, but I wanna see you night and day, and wake up holding you right by my side.

I hate how I might actually like you because you are so much of what pisses me off. Yet I still find myself looking passed that and into your eyes where I could see myself falling for you.

If you hold back your feelings because you are afraid of getting hurt, you end up hurting anyway.

You think you know me well as a friend... you say you understand me... you claim you can read my mind, predict my moods, sense my feelings... so why don't you realize that I'm so in love with you?

Do you ever wish you could just freeze one second and put it into a box, and like jump into it and stay there forever. I do right now. In fact, I do every time I'm with you.


Sometimes you wish for something. You want it so badly, but you want even more for it to be perfect like you imagined it. And sometimes, you get it, and it's everything you thought it would be.

Usually, when any guy looks me in the eyes... I have to look away after about 3 seconds, but with him... I struggle to take my eyes off of him.

Maybe I'm so caught up in getting over him I don't notice the perfect person that is sitting right in front of me... actually I'm starting to think he is standing up and doing a dance.

After all this time you still have this amazing power to make me feel absolutely crazy each time I see you.
I wanna be the one, he points to when all his friends are around and says "that's her".

You will go home and sleep well; I keep sighing in my sleep. Do you ever dream of me?

Have you ever really thought about it? You've got this girl, head over heels in love with you. She'd do anything for you, she'd die for you. But for some reason, you don't want to see that. You know it's there, and you know that you feel the same way. But you refuse to let it be. Maybe you're scared of the thought that this girl who you've known forever - you've seen her happy, you've send sad -- maybe this girl is perfect for you. And that really scares the hell outta you, doesn't it?


I don't know if I like you or love you, want you or need you, all I know is I love the feeling I get when I'm near you.

Do you want to know what my problem is? I will tell you what my problem is, I LOVE YOU I love your name, I love the way you look at me, I love your gorgeous smile, I love the way you walk, I love your beautiful eyes, I love what you look like when you are asleep, I love the sound of your laugh, to hear your voice fills my entire heart with an indescribable feeling. I love the way I can be having the worst day of my life and seeing you completely changes my mood. I love how when you touch me I get weak, that is my problem...

I wanna be the girl that he talks to his friends about, I wanna be the girl that always comes first, I wanna be the girl he never wants to leave alone, I wanna be the girl who's hand he's holding, I wanna be the girl he looks at and smiles and then says to his friends, "That's her, she's the one."

People say whats the point in liking someone who doesn't like you back. They are right, there isn't a point. But you can't help who you like, it's not up to you. Your heart kinda just decides for you and there is no turning back once your heart makes up its mind.

Sometimes you meet someone and before you know their name, before you know where they are from, you know that sometime in the future this person is going to mean something to you.

Since I have known you, everything in my life has changed, I live only for those afternoons with you.
Before I met you I never knew what it was like to look at someone and smile for no reason.

I can sit here with you forever. I don't need to touch you. I don't need to hear your voice. I don't even have to look at you. As long as I know that you're here besides me. If I can smell your scent that I've grown to adore more then that of roses, hear you breathe feel your warmth permuting the air around me, I'll be fine.

The most important things are the hardest things to say. They are the things you get ashamed of because words diminish your feelings - words shrink things that seem timeless when they are in your head to no more than living size when they are brought out.

Look into my eyes for one moment, and then you will realize how much you mean to me.
I play the same song, over and over cause it reminds me of you.


I want to be the girl who makes your bad days better, and the one that makes you say "my life has changed since I met her".

I can't get you out of my mind, I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you... how good you look when you smile, how much I love your laugh... I day-dream about you off and on, replaying pieces of our conversation, laughing at funny things that you said or did... I've memorized your face and the way that you look at me... I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine... I wonder what will happen the next time we are together, I know one thing for sure, your the best thing that ever happened to me in a long time.

You might just think of me as some girl... but I just want you to know, that I'm the one girl who took one look at you, and fell harder than I ever have in my entire life.

And she ignores all the other guys who want her, because she's too busy noticing him.
Don't force attraction.

Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.


I may hate myself in the morning But I'm gonna love you tonight.

Everyone's known someone that they just can't help but want.

Life is for having fun. Don't be stupid and waste it on some guy/girl who is gonna act like he/she hates you tomorrow. Never waste it on some one who doesn't want their friends to know they're in love with you. Don't give that person the rest of you tears or a month or a year of your life when he/she treats you badly and doesn't mind to make you cry. Every person deserves some one who wants to brag about them. Every person deserves some one who makes them smile and laugh at their worst moments. We all deserve at least that.

He was never my boyfriend, but I miss his hugs, his smiles, his advice, his love, his kindness, the times we cried together, and the times we laughed together. I guess I fell in love with our friendship.

She wanted something else, something different, something more. Passion and romance, perhaps, or maybe quiet conversations in candlelit rooms. Or perhaps something as simple as not being second.

17 November 2010

Kebetulan atau takdir?





I believe the lie that if I continue to try harder, I will finally be "good" enough.


betul ke itu satu penipuan je??
tapi memang aku x nafikan bukan sume orang dlm dunia ni bernasib baik. ade orang dilahirkan dengan rupa paras menawan, ade orang plk dikahirkan tak cukup sifat.


dan memang aku x nafikan ade sesetengah orang yg study hard ke, study smart camne pun, tetap x pandai2. dan ade orang yg siap lena dlm kelas lg, tiba2 result power giler.


mungkin memang sue tu tipu je.


tp ape tujuan kite berusaha kalo sume tu tipu? kite berusaha untuk ape kalo kite tau kita xkan jd lebih bagus?


atau hanya bergantung pada nasib badan? atau kebetulan je kite x bape pandai?


Pendapat aku?


Aku tak percayakan nasib atau kebetulan. aku hanya percayakan takdir. Qada' dan Qadar.


aku x rase kalo aku kuar arini, aku jumpe seseorang hanya sebab kebetulan. aku percaya memang takdir aku jumpe dia mase tu, hari tu.  takdir bersebab. sebabnye? Wallahualam.
aku x rase aku dapat form 6 kat skola yg same 5 tahun lps sebab kebetulan.
aku x percaya aku kawan dgn kawan ak skrg hanye sbb diorang penah sekelas ngan aku.
kenape kadang2 kite boleh beli baju yg sama yg orang lain?
kenape kadang2 kita boleh jatuh, walaupun da lame jalan pakai kaki?
kenape Hitler biarkan yahudi hidup? kenape dia tak bunuh je sumenye?
kenape kes Jack the ripper tak dapat dibongkar?
kenape WTC musnah tarikh 11/9/2001?
camne Mona Affendi yg terer black magic tu dapat ditangkap oleh orang biasa?
sume tu takdir. Qada' dan Qadar.


jadi sebab tu la kite kene terus berusaha. sebab kita tak tau apa Qada' dan Qadar kite yang akan datang.
kenapa nak putus asa? macam la kite tau ape yg akan mendatang. hari ni mungkin perkara buruk berlaku pd kita, esok sape tau? kalo arini perkara buruk berlaku, kite terus putus asa n bunuh diri, camne kite nk tau kebahagiaan yg mungkin akan datang?


bagi aku, pengalaman buruk akan jdkan kita lg kuat hadapi perkara2 yg mendatang. takdir kita jd camtu. 
usaha + doa + tawakal
InsyaAllah kite akan jd lg kuat.

15 November 2010

Tragedi 30 Oktober 2010

gambar yg sempat diambil sebelum kejadian


Tragedi yang... agak "padan muke ko" tapi bende ni jd cam sweet memory bg aku n dua kawan baik aku... kenape "padan muke ko"? sebab aku x reti duk uma ari tu.... pagi dr kul 7 sampai kul 12 aku kuar jogging (?) ptg nk kuar lg... amik ko hehee
so meh cite sikit pasal kawan aku yg terlibat dlm tragedi ni.




Ini aku dan Eiqa
Eiqa pelajar Matrikulasi.

Ni plk aku dgn Nabila
Nabila ni pelajar KLMU.

OK start cite.

Petang ari Sabtu 30 Oktober dalam kul 2, aku dgn Eiqa nk kuar turun Wetex, saje je jln2... lgpun da lama x jumpe. dia plk jarang dapat cuti. kitorang naik moto. dan nabila bile dapat tau hal ni, dia pun nak join. so disebabkan skuter dia da passed away (road tax) dia suruh bpk dia anto gi wetex... 

Kitorang jumpe ramai kwn2 lama kat sana. Dayah, Faizura, Sarah, Tasya... so memang agak best la. bile da abis tawaf satu wetex, aku, eiqa, nabila, dayah ngan fai plan nk gi karaoke, tp da full plk... so terpakse batalkan niat murni tu. dayah ngan fai nk masuk wetex blk, so tinggallah aku, nabila ngan eiqa. kitorang pun pk nk buat apa, sbb kalo nk blk cam awal lg.

Jadi Eiqa pun ckp "Jom pegi tanjung weh! aku nk jumpe sedare aku!" siape sedare eiqa? ini dia

Tadaaaa~~

jgn marah aku, Eiqa mmg da ngaku itu sedare dia

ini buktinye!


disebabkan ade satu motor je, Eiqa pun anto aku dulu gi tanjung, pastu amik nabila plk. kire ulang-alik la ni. aku x kisah walaupun tu motor aku, sbb eiqa yg bayo minyak... hehehe... mase kat sane, aku jumpe Asma dan Shikin (kawan form 6 aku). 

bile tiga2 da sampai sane, Eiqa terus lupe psl sedare dia sbb nampak org memancing... ade yg dpt ikan (x ingat name)... so kitorang pun duduk la kat dpn sungai berdekatan dgn org2 yg memancing tu...

Nabila tepon bpk dia suruh amik dia pukul 6 (sbb dlm janji melayu, kul 6 bermaksud 6 stgh) dan Eiqa mule ckp psl study, exam and blah3 lalu aku ngan nabila suruh beliau diam hehee. pastu mcm2 kitorg borakkan... dari topik lelaki x guna (no offence), sampai la topik cuaca

dan cuaca memang x boleh ditegur hari tu....

gambar adalah dari situasi sebenar

belah kiri kitorang gelap gilerrr... belah kanan plk cerah jer. kitorang da start cuak... baru pukul 5 stgh, camne nk blk kalo moto satu je? kitorang buang mase lg kat situ, berharap awan gelap akan berlalu pergi...

Malangnya cuaca memang xnk ditegur.....

secara tibe2, hujan lebat turun mencurah-curah, bersama dgn angin yg agak kuat (ak hampir terbang) aku dgn nabila bercadang nk lari pergi masjid berdekatan manakala eiqa bwk motor, tp ribut kuat sgt...... terpakse la kitorang berteduh kat salah satu tugu (atau amende ntah bangunan tu) yg byk lobang... memang x membantu langsung. aku ngan eiqa pakai topi keledar, nk lindungi muka mekap (huhuuu) nabila tepon bpk dia suruh amik awal sikit, tp pelbagai alasan diterima

dan kami mula bersedih...

dan menangis

kereta yg lalu lalang mule bunyikan hon pada kitorang... Poyo r! bajet kete tu hebat sangat ke???!!!

dan Eiqa mula pikirkan idea gila (mungkin otak dia kene kejutan elektrik) utk tahan kete yg lalu, mintak tumpang blk... nabila pun setuju je..

tindakan ni jgn ditiru... bahaya!
Malang kitorang sebab xde satu pun kete benti (sbnrnye da xde kete lalu kat situ pun hehheeee)

tiap kali kitorang ckp pasal cuaca, hujan makin lebat dan lebat.... terpaksa kitorang borak pasal benda off topic skit....

akhirnya, tepat pukul 6:30, bpk Nabila sampai (da suruh amik cepat pun amik kul 6:30 gak.. memang janji melayu yg sharp!) hujan pun da reda, aku dgn Eiqa pun blk....

Dan aku kene selsema yg teruk malam tu.
esoknya aku dapat tau Asma dan Shikin jatuh motor sbb terlanggar ranting mase diorang blk redah hujan.
simpati ngan diorang, tp aku bersyukur kitorang x cukup motor nk redah blk.
... tp bile berita tu sampai KL, Asma dikatakan excident dan tgh koma.. sape yg tokok tambah ni?

Moral Tragedi 30 Oktober 2010: "Pompuan jgn asyik merayap!! ish3..." - Zaiton. emak aku.

Khayal bile online...?

Yep. bile ngadap komputer je terus lupe sume bende. start mengadap kul 8 mlm, sdr2 da kul 2 pagi. kenape ek? pikir blk aku bkn bukak ape sgt pun... facebook pun xdela bukak ape2 sgt. rasenye aku khayal bace cite2 kat internet kot... sejak kebelakangan ni aku suka baca cite kat site ni... ade yg cite nye byk chapter, mane tak aku khayal.

tp pikir blk, majoriti penulis dlm site tu sume umo belasan taun lg, tp cite diorg bgs2 sumenye (grammar tu aku x tau la)
cite ni yg paling aku suke gile


x pasti plak nape aku suke, tp just touching ler kot.... sbnrnye bile aku online same cam aku bace novel, tp yg ni aku ngadap komputer... tu yg pelik sikit kot? mak n ayah aku pun da banyak komplen aku ni cam da xde keje lain... dulu komputer ni letak kat bilik abg aku, so jarag2 la bkk, tp sejak dikeluarkan, memang ngadap je la keje aku. nk wat camne?

oh cite ni best gak 


dan banyak lagi... kalo aku nk list mmg xkn abis la. tgk, mane x aku khayal bile online? nk tulis mende ni pun makan mase setengah jam. ish3 anak mustafa sorang ni.... da la pompuan... kalo aku ni laki mesti sikap malas aku lg teruk.

tapi nk wat camne.... hmMMmmMMmmmmmm

09 November 2010

...Have You Ever...

Play dares on some site, and she dares me to answered and copy this to my blog, so here you go~





( ) Smoked a cigarette ew
( ) Drank so much you threw up
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) Been arrested
( ) Gone on a blind date
(x) Skipped school
(x) Seen someone die
( ) Been to Canada Malacca
( ) Been to Florida Kuala Lumpur
( ) Been to Mexico Sabah
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
( ) Been on the opposite side of the country
( ) Gone to Washington , DC
(x) Swam in the ocean (and almost drown)
(x) Felt like dying....
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
(x) Recently colored with crayons
(x) Sang karaoke badly
(x) Paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
( ) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(x) Danced in the rain
( ) Written a letter to Santa Clause..he doesnt exist and if he did I'll kill him
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
( ) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
( ) Made a bonfire on the beach
( ) Crashed a party
( ) Gone roller-skating
( ) Ice-skating


(x) I'm single
( ) I'm in a relationship
( ) I'm engaged
(x) I've had someone cheat on me.
( ) I've gone on a blind date.
(x) I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
(x) I miss someone right now.
( ) have a fear of commitment.
(x) I have a fear of abandonment.
( ) I've cheated in a relationship.
( ) I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person some cheated on their gf/bf with )
( ) I've gotten divorced(With Friends )
(x) I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
(x) I've told someone I loved them
(x) I've kept something from a past relationship.


Honesty/Crime

(x) I am a terrible awesome liar.
(x) I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
(x) I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
( ) I've snuck out of my house.
(x) I have lied to my parents about where I am.
(x) I am keeping a secret from the world
(x) I've cheated while playing a game.
(x) I've cheated on a test.
(x) I've run a red light.
( ) I've been suspended from school.
(x) I've witnessed a crime... on TV
(x) I've been in watch a fist fight.
( ) I've been arrested.
( ) I've shoplifted


Drugs/Alcohol

( ) I've consumed alcohol.
( ) I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
( ) I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
( ) I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
(x) I can't swallow pills.
( ) I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
( ) I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
(x) I shut others out when I'm depressed.
( ) I take anti-depressants.
( ) I'm anorexic or bulimic.
(x) I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
( ) I'm addicted to adrenaline
(x) I've hurt myself on purpose
( ) I'm addicted to self harm
(x) I've woken up crying.
(x) I've cried myself to sleep.


Death and Suicide

(x) I'm afraid of dying.
(x) I hate funerals.
(x) I've seen someone die.
(x) Someone i know has attempted suicide.
(x) Someone close to me has committed suicide.
( ) I've attempted suicide.Millions of times


Random

(x) I can can't sing well.
( ) I open up to others easily.
(x) I watch the news.
( ) I don't kill bugs. DIE DIE DIE
(x) I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
( ) I curse regularly.
(x) I sing in the shower.
(x) I am a morning midnight person.
( ) I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
(x) I'm a snob moron about grammar.
( ) I am a sports fanatic.
(x) I twirl my hair
( ) have "x"s in my screen name
(x) In somethings I love being neat hate to get clean up
( ) I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
(x) I bake well charcoal.
( ) I would wear pajamas uniform to school.
(x) I like Martha Stewart.
(x) I know how to shoot a gun (in Resident Evil)
(x) I am in love with love.
( ) I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
(x) I laugh at my own jokes.
(x) I eat fast food weekly
(x) I believe in ghosts.
( ) I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
( ) I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
(x) I can't sleep if there is a spider maggots in the room.
(x) I am really ticklish.
(x) I love white chocolate
(x) I bite my nails (used to)
(x) I play video games
(x) I'm good suck at remembering faces.
(x) I'm good 
suck at remembering names.
(x) I'm good suck at remembering dates.
(x) I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
( ) I have tried to join a circus and failed

(x) My answers are totally honest

I'm boring... So... This is just random x.x