29 December 2011

Should I lie to myself?

I could sit here and say that I wish I'd never of met you.
I could say that you changed.
I could say I had no feelings for you any longer.
I could say that I don't want you in my life any longer.
I could say I feel bad for the next girl you meets.

but I'd be lying.

I'm glad I met you, you taught me so much and we shared amazing times together.
You didn't change, we simply grew apart.
I'll always have feelings for you.
I want you in my life more than anything.
She's the luckiest girl in the world.

21 December 2011

Random. Just for fun :D

Look up your birthday and see what you are... I'm a panther =P

January 01 - 09 ~ Dog
January 10 - 24 ~ Mouse
January 25 - 31 ~ Lion

February 01 - 05 ~ Cat
February 06 - 14 ~ Dove
February 15 - 21 ~ Turtle
February 22 - 28 ~ Panther

March 01 - 12 ~ Monkey
March 13 - 15 ~ Lion
March 16 - 23 ~ Mouse
March 24 - 31 ~ Cat

April 01 - 03 ~ Dog
April 04 - 14 ~ Panther
April 15 - 26 ~ Mouse
April 27 - 30 ~ Turtle

May 01 - 13 ~ Monkey
May 14 - 21 ~ Dove
May 22 - 31 ~ Lion

June 01 - 03 ~ Mouse
June 04 - 14 ~ Turtle
June 15 - 20 ~ Dog
June 21 - 24 ~ Monkey
June 25 - 30 ~ Cat

July 01 - 09 ~ Mouse
July 10 - 15 ~ Dog
July 16 - 26 ~ Dove
July 27 - 31 ~ Cat

August 01 - 15 ~ Monkey
August 16 - 25 ~ Mouse
August 26 - 31 ~ Turtle

September 01 - 14 ~ Dove
September 15 - 27 ~ Cat
September 28 - 30 ~ Dog

October 01 - 15 ~ Monkey
October 16 - 27 ~ Turtle
October 28 - 31 ~ Panther

November 01 - 16 ~ Lion
November 17 - 30 ~ Cat

December 01 - 16 ~ Dog
December 17 - 25 ~ Monkey
December 26 - 31 ~ Dove

If you are a

Dog : A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, all of them being quality-personified.

Mouse : Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-together's. However, you are sensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath. God bless the person then!

Lion : Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. Popular and easy-going. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. People love the way you always treat them. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!!

Cat : An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

Turtle : You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You, too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what remains the best trait of you guys.

Dove : You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware, it is easy for you to fall in love....

Panther : You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

Monkey : Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quick as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique. You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are.

So, what are you? I'm a panther!

14 December 2011

Maybe it's the end

You know

I love sad ending. But I never would have thought that it happens to me. To us. I love you. Maybe not enough, maybe not as much as you do, but I really do. Well, what did you think? That what happened when you're dating a girl for a year and a half.

You know

I don't know what about you that I like so much. Everything about you is everything I never wanted. Eyeliner, emo posse, skinny clothes... I thought you like me enough, to change all your bad habits for me. I thought you like me enough, to throw away those annoying skinny jeans. But I guess I'm wrong.

You know

I want us to lasts forever. But too much for a happy ending, isn't it? I guess it's my fault, for jinxing our relationship. But really, why did you blame me?

Why did you make this all seems like it's my fault? That I'm the reason we're drifting apart?

You know

If you like her, you can just tell me that straight to my face. Hell, I don't even care if you tell me this over phone. But seriously, did you have to blame me? You know how I hate those words. I thought you stopped saying them. But I'm wrong.

You know

I always laugh at people who's crying over their break up. But now, I'm so sorry for them. I know the feeling now. Please tell me you're not laughing after hanging up the phone. Please tell me you're not bragging to everyone now that you're single again.

You know

I want to tell you not to lead her on, but I never know your feeling for her. Maybe you really like her, maybe you just doing it to make me jealous, or maybe you're just being friendly. Whatever it is, I don't know her, she doesn't know me. Let's keep it that way. I don't want to hate her just because of you.

You know

Maybe this is the end. I'm not having on and off relationship like some of my friends did. Not after our last argument, which, I'm sure you remember. Our biggest argument. Did you know that I barely keep myself from crying whenever I recall the names you call me, even in public?

You know

Today was supposed to be the day I'm happy. Why, because I'm done with my exams. But you have to ruin it. You just can't keep the attention off yourself, can't you. You want the world to revolve around you, and only you.

You know

It's too painful, just to  look at your name in my phone. It's too painful, now that I still can't sleep, cause I'm too used with you calling me whenever the clock read 00:00 AM. I feels like I should wait. Maybe you'd call me. Maybe you'd apologies. But who am I kidding, you're never one to do that.

You know

I'm not gonna give the cliche "it's not you, it's me" crap. Because it's not you, it's not me, it's us. I love you. Maybe you used to love me, but like a bouquet of flowers, if we keep them long enough, they'd withered. Maybe your love for me have fade. Or maybe you never love me at all. I can't be sure of that anymore. Not after yesterday.

You know

I care about you. But I don't understand, how could you say that I don't care about anyone? Maybe it's better to end this now. Before it got too serious. I am serious, but who knows what's on your mind.

Just one thing I wanted to know.

WHY? Why couldn't you be a  man? You really should learn that if you can't say anything nice, it's better if you just shut up. Do you want to know how I felt after last month? It's like when you are riding your bike and you start skidding across sand, or when you miss a step and start tumbling down the stairs, you have those long, long seconds to know that you are going to be hurt, and badly? That’s what those last seconds I spent with you felt like. But last night, I finally fell off the bike. Last night, I finally crashed on the floor. I can’t believe you could hurt me so much.

You and you're issues. I'm done with it. My sister said I should, but I didn't at the time. I thought you'd try more. I thought you care about this relationship as I am. But you're not. Not anymore. Well I'm done. I give up on you. I'm tired of crying over you. You put me through your bullshit and now I'm done.

Enjoy your life.

With love and hate,

Pixie Requiem.



This is the last time I'm using this nickname.

09 December 2011

10 Nama Bandar Yang Paling Pelik

Ade bandar kat Malaysia yg namanya pelik2 x? Muar x pelik... Kalau nk ikutkan, Kuala Lumpur tu sbnrnye pelik. Kuala Lumpur, patutnye byk lumpur, kenape byk bangunan plk? hehee.

Anywayys ni dia top 10 nama bandar yg paling pelik.

1. FUCKING


Bandar Fucking ni kampung Austria, berdekatan dgn Salzburg. Bandar ni cume ade 104 penduduk je, tp dikenali seluruh dunia sbb name bandar ni yg bg maksud berbeza dlm bahse inggeris. Maksud sebenar Fucking dlm bhse Austria sbnrnye 'tempat tinggal orang Focko' (Focko tu kaum yg tinggal kt sane). Xde kene mngene pun dgn mksud bahase inggeris. Dirty minds btl.


2. HOOKER



Bandar ni dinamakan sempena dgn pekerjaan asal penduduk bandar ni. Yep, satu mase dulu, pekerjaan utama penduduk bndar ni ialah hooker. Penduduk nye sekarang kurang dr 2000 orang. Tp, penduduk skrg x nk ubah nama tu, diorang bangge. Siap tubuhkan kelab "Hooker Health Club", "Hooker Senior Citizens" n "Hooker Chamber of Commerce". Mungkin sbb ramai pelancong dtg kot?

3. HELL


Penduduknye lebih dr 250. Hidup diorang x lah teruk sgt, tp name bandar ni tetap Hell. Ade dua lagenda kenape bandar ni dinamakan Hell. Lagenda pertama; Reeves (pemilik tanah HELL) ditanyekan ape name bandar baru tu. Reeves jawab "Aku x peduli, ko nk namekan Hell pun aku x kisah". Lagenda kedua plk; ade dua orang pengembara German pd abad ke 19 dtg ke Hell dan ckp dlm bhse German "So schön hell!” yg bermaksud ”So beautifully bright!”. Agak2 yg mane betul? Atau dua2 x betul?

4. ACCIDENT


Accident terletak kat bahagian West Maryland, merupakan salah satu petempatan yg pertama. Bandar ni aman sangat, jarang bende yg biase keluar kat surat khabar terjadi. Xde ape2 kisah accident dlm sejarah bandar ni, dan penduduk bandar ni x kisah pun namenye. Jd bandar Accident pun kekal sampai hari ni.

5. BORING



Bandar Boring terkenal di seluruh Oregon sebab namenye yg unik. Ramai orang anggap bandar Boring ni tempat yg membosankan, tp penduduk kat situ x bersetuju. Diorang siap pakai slogan “The most exciting place to live". Bandar ni bukan dinamakan sebab dia boring, tp sempena dgn nama penduduk terawal kat bandar ni, W. H. Boring. Boring nye name dia....

6. DING DONG



Disebabkan bandar ni terletak kat Bell County, namenye mestilah Ding Dong... Bandar ni dinamakan oleh 2 penduduk terawal yg upah seorang pelukis utk cipta design kedai diorg kat Bell County. Ade dua loceng/bells kat sign tu, dan kat situ la nama Ding Dong muncul. Bile bandar ni membangun, penduduk xkisah namenye. Moto bandar ni ialah “If you find yourself in Ding Dong, you had to have been looking for it.” Kenape ding dong ye? Kenape x KRINGGG atau Chring ~ Chring ~?

7. NAMELESS



Bandar Nameless terletak kat Tennessee. Ade beberape teori pasal name bandar Nameless ni. Salah sorang dr diorang ckp, ade sorang penduduk nk kerja kat post office, tp dia kosongkan bhgian name. jd dia permohonan tu direject sebagai nameless. Seorang penduduk lain plk ckp dia xnk bg name ape2 kat bandar tu. “This here’s a nameless place if I ever seen one, so leave it be” tu la yg dia terangkan. Sian bandar ni, selame-lamenye ade nama yg maksudnye xde nama....

8. CUT AND SHOOT


 Name pun Texas, mesti la ade bandar yg namenye ade kene mengena dgn tembak2. pd tahun 1912, orang ramai yg cube buat tunjuk perasaan boleh menyebabkan keganasan berlaku. Mereka tgh berdebat tentang 3 perkara, design satu2nye gereja kt bandar tu, isu tentang sape yg dibnrkan mengajar kt gereja dan konflikasi pemilik tanah dgn ahli gereja. Tibe2 sorang bdk lelaki ckp  “I’m going to cut around the corner and shoot through the bushes in a minute!”. Dan itu dia, nama baru bandar tu. Texas, dari dulu sampai skrg sgt bahaye.

9. NOTHING


Nothing, Arizona ditemui pd tahun 1977 oleh 4 orang. Mase tu, diorang je yg tinggal kat situ. Bandar ni bukan namenye je yg pelik, tp bandar tu pun pelik. ade mesej dekat papan tanda jalan, “The staunch citizens of Nothing are full of Hope, Faith, and Believe in the work ethic. Thru-the-years-these dedicated people had faith in Nothing, hoped for Nothing, worked at Nothing, for Nothing.” Semua penduduk kat situ bekerja kat stesyen minyak dan workshop. Nothing much can be found here... yeah. Nothing.


10. SANTA CLAUS



Santa Claus terletak kat Indiana, bukan kat Lapland. Bandar ni pd mulenye xde nama, so penduduk kat situ pun berkumpul kat gereja utk cari nama yg sesuai. Diorang x dapat capai persetujuan, sampailah sorang lelaki berjanggut putih, berbaju merah dan perut boyot datang. Sorang budak menjerit "Santa Claus!" dan diorang pun capai persetujuan. Pd pendapat aku, diorang dah penat n malas nk gaduh. So, ikut je la cadangan budak tu. x ikut kang, nangis. heheheee

Kesimpulannye, kalo korang nk bg name kat sesuatu, pk betul2. cari maknenye dlm semua bahase. takut lain bahase, lain makne.

Time kasih sebab baca! *bows* sile komen or shout ~

Sumber: http://urbantitan.com/10-bizarre-town-names/

06 December 2011

Top 10 World's Biggest Holes

Mirny Diamond Mine


Mirny Diamond Mines ni sebenarnye lombong berlian, terletak kat North Slave Region of the Northwest Territories, Canada. Dalamnya 525 m dan diameter 1200 m. Ini adalah salah satu lombong berlian pertama dan terbesar di USSR (Soviet). Sekarang lombong ni dah x digunekan lg. Kalau lori nak lalu dari atas hingga ke dasar lombong, lori tu perlukan mase 2 jam! Um, kalau nk pegi tandas, camne tu?

Great Blue Hole – Belize


 Great Blue Hole ni jurang bawah air pantai Belize. Mase zaman ais terakhir, jurang ni terbina sendiri sbgai gua kapur. Diameternye 100 kaki n dalamnye plk 400 kaki. Kalau jatuh konfem aku lemas. Dah la x reti berenang.. huhu. Agak2 makhluk ape yg hidup kt dalam tu ye?


The Door To Hell: Daryaza Gas Crater, Turkmenistan


 Ni bukan pintu nk ke neraka betul2, gelaran jer... Citenye bermule tahun 1971, geologists jumpe gas natural bawah tanah yg sgt besar. Diorang pun gali tanah tu utk dapatkan gas natural. Tp pelantar penggerudi tu runtuh dan tinggalkan lubang yg sgt besar. Utk elakkan gas beracun keluar, diorang biarkan je lubang tu terbakar. Pengkaji2 gerlogist tu sume berharap gas akan habis terbakar, tp sampai sekrang, tahun 2011, lubang tu masih terbakar. Kalo jatuh, belum sempat nk buat apa2 dah terbakar. sbb tu diberi gelaran The Door To Hell.

Kimberley Big Hole - Afrika Selatan



The Kimberley Diamond Mine (also known as the Big Hole) dikenali sbagai lubang buatan manusia yg terbesar di dunia. Dari tahun 1866 hinggalah 1914, seramai 50 000 pelombong yg gali lubang ni dgn cangkul dan picks. 2,722 kg berlian berjaye didapatkan sepanjang mase tu. Lubang ni tgh diusahakan utk dijadikan warisan dunia. Muzium tanpa bangunan? kalau jatuh dlm air tu, camne nk panjat naik blk? Takutnyer

Bingham Canyon Mine – Utah



Lombong ni sebenarnye lombong keluli kat Oquirrh mountains, Utah. Dalamnye 0.75 mile (1.2 km) dan besarnye plk 2.5 miles (4 km). Merupakan lombong penggalian buatan manusia yg terbesar. xde pernah berlaku tanah runtuh plk ye?


Glory Hole in Monticello Dam California



Jurang air di Napa Country, California. Most noted for its large circular spillway with a rate of 48,400 cubic feet per second. Yg ni nampak menakutkan...

Diavik Diamond Mine – Canada



Lombong ni dibuka tahun 2003, menghasilkan 1,600 kg (3,500 lb) berlian setiap tahun. Lombong berlian ni terletak di Wilayah Barat Laut Kanada. Tauke nye mesti dah kaye raye... Berlian tuuuu!!!


Guatemala Sinkhole



Yang ni paling menakutkan bg aku. Sinkhole!! Gile la! Ade rumah kat atas tanah ni!!  Tanah ni runtuh pd tahun 2007, runtuhan sedalam 300 kaki, menelan sebuah rumah, dan membunuh 2 orang. Ribuan lagi penduduk dipindahkan sebab takut kejadian yg sama berlaku. Lubang ni puncanye ialah hujan yg berpanjangan dan aliran buangan bawah tanah. Aku takkan berani nk jejakkan kaki aku kt kawasan ni. Gilerrr....


Chuquicamata Copper Mine – Chile




Ni lombong galian keluli terbuka kat Chile. Jumlah pengeluaran lombong ni paling tinggi kat dunia, tp ni bukan lombong terbesar. Dalam lombong ni cume (?) 850 meters je. Bagi aku dah cukup dalam lah tu...

Udachnaya Pipe – Russia



Lombong berlian kat Russia. Pemilik lombong ni bercadang nak hentikan aktiviti lombong ni pd tahun 2010 sebab nk mulakan aktiviti perlombongan bawah tanah. Lombong ni ditemui tahun 1955 dan sekrang, dalamnye dah mencecah 600 meters. Kaye gile pemiliknyer...

Majoriti lubang ni sebenarnye buatan manusia. kenape aku ade rase x sedap ati ek? kalu tibe2 ade gempa bumi kt kawasan lombong ni mcm mana? kalau tanah kawasan lain kene tarik bile ade gegaran, x ke bahaya? Kesimpulannye, manusia dgn sifat tamak xkan berpisah~

Time kasih sebab baca *bows*

Sumber: http://www.nuffy.net/cool/articles/ten-worlds-biggest-holes.html

05 December 2011

Adab ketika berniaga

Aku nak cite sikit la... Hari ni, aku tgh seronok habis paper Sejarah, aku pun dgn bahagianya jalan2 kat econsave. Sedang aku innocently jalan2, aku terhidu bau semerbak roti mama (jgn tanye kenape digelar roti mama, bukan roti papa. Tp just for your info, roti boi ade kat Giant Muar) dan perut aku yg mengada-ngada ni terus terasa lapar. So, aku pun mendekati kedai tersebut dgn niat nk beli roti mama. Tiba2...

"P###at mak ko la!! S**l la ko ni. C%%%ai."

Erk. Your choice of words is so colourful, dear. Terbantut selera aku. Dgn muke berlagaknye, aku buat pusingan U 360 darjah and pergi jauh2 dari kedai td.

Susah la akak tu. Muke da cantik, tp choice of words tu x manis betul. Dah la menjual makanan. Nk mencarut pun, mencarut la dalam hati. Ni tidak, menjerit sekuat kuat hati. Bangge sangat ke dapat mencarut? Akak, akak tau x, sebab mulut akak tu, ramai customer x berminat nk dekat dgn kedai akak?

Yang tu satu hal, yang sorang salesgirl kat Mydin Melaka ni lain plk citenye.

Shawl cantik kan? Lagi2 yg loose style tu.

Hana Tajima Hijab Style
Aku n akak aku pegi kat satu kedai tudung ni. Cantiknye salesgirl tu. Kecik, comel, pakai gaya loose style. Kitorang pun masuk, tengok-tengok tudung kat situ. Akak aku nk cari byk2 tudung utk lawan bakal husband dia punye sedara-mara (x sabo btl minah ni...)

Tp spoilnye, salesgirl ni muke masam ya amat. Kitorang tanye harge, jawab sepatah (dgn ganas). Akak aku tanye kalo beli banyak dpt murah ke, dia jeling n x jawab plk. Adik, awak tu berniaga. kalo x boleh dapat murah, ckp je la, perlu ke buat muke masam mcm tu!

Tp yg buat kitorang tension gile bile sedare kitorang yg agak hensem jgk la, masuk kt situ pastu kacau kitorang. Tibe2 terhegeh-hegeh adik td dtg, dgn senyumnye, tanye perlu ptolongan ke x. Oi, kalo nk menggatal tu, cover2 la sket!! Sedare kitorg ni pun agak gatal la jgk, terus tanye adik td dia nk beli, tp mahal. Adik tu ckp "x pe la bang, kalau beli 2 atau lebih, dapat diskaun!"

Kenape x jawab kitorang tanye td?

Kitorang da tensyen, terus blah dr kedai tu. Nal pun ikut, pastu tanye kenape. Dan kitorang pun cite la kisah sbnrnye. Nal ckp "harap muke je lawa!"

Honestly, kite sume boleh nampak kenapa majoriti Melayu makin mundur dlm urusan perniagaan, Ni bukan kali pertame aku jumpe org camni. Tp cube pegi kedai Chinese. Majoriti salesgirl nye senyum je. Memang ada yg masam, tp itu minoriti. Sebaliknye plk bg org Melayu. Pastu siap nk komplen kt jabatan. Kami pengguna, kami ade hak memilih. So, tgk diri sendiri dkt cermin and ask yourself, kenape kedai melayu jrang dpt sambutan?

Fikir la sendiri.